rage

I was labelled as aggressive, bad-tempered, too vocal, emotional, etc. I ponder if the labelings were a way to shut me down.
I do not understand why I have to be equanimous when my boundaries are crossed. I need to show greater self-restraint even when attacked verbally or physically?!

Hired a private Japanese teacher, and he insulted me because of what I read… Apparently, I do not have the capacity to read an English book translated from a Japanese writer. He felt I read the book because he won the Nobel Prize, despite my emphasizing that this book was about his struggle with having one of his kids being autistic with brain deformity. It resonates with me because I felt similar frustrations, anger, and struggles.

I do not need to prove anything to anyone. If I need to prove my intelligence, I will take an IQ test…

I needed a native speaker to translate some Japanese books on psychology and literature. I wanted it to be enjoyable.
Paid USD 5,100 to be insulted. He was forgetful and took a long time to explain one Japanese word… I tried to be “Japanese,” and I felt so much anger afterwards.

Read “Rage Becomes Her” previously, and I decided to fire him. Of course, I gave him a piece of my mind. Honestly, this wasn’t his first time with other students. The Asians were being respectful to a teacher and would “endure” his behaviour. He didn’t expect feedback from a tiny female like me…

I had to put this project of mine on hold because of my autistic son’s needs.